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i just posted another widget in this blog and realize i havent been posting here.. tsktsktsk..

neweiz, i just want to post a really wonderful dream i had..

i had been wishing to go back to my hometown... i had been thinking and planning about it...
and then, one day, nheir suddenly decided to go home.. back to our hometown.. it was really a surprise..

neweiz, the night after she left, i had a dream.. i dreamt that i was able to go back home... hang around with my family and also my friends..
i forgot about the details but i dreamt that isang came back in our apt here in manila... you know how confusing dreams can be sometimes... it was like, i was shock that when i woke up (still part of the dream) i saw her things, aranged as it was before... but then when i woke up to reality, it was still empty... it felt so real.. and then when i checked my phone, i received a text message from her... whew..

Missing my Mom

my mom and i were talking on the phone last night

mom: i dreamed about you last night you were calling me, like you came home and you were calling me to open the door for you (mama!... mama!...). i actually rose out of bed and check if you were really outside but there was nobody,. then i went to sleep again. that was around 2 am. at around 6am i heard you again. you were calling me and sounded a little frustrated coz i didnt open the door (mama!.. mama oi!.. ). so i rose out of bed again but then i realized that there is nobody... the weird thing is, i just heard your voice... no picture in my dream...

as my mom was telling me tears fell from my eyes.. i really miss my mom, i miss my parents... and i have been worrying about her health this week... my mom has been in my mind all day... as i was about to say to mom that maybe its because ive been thinking much about her, she suddenly said;

maybe because you were thinking much about me, and i am thinking much about you... its like telepathy...

oh well, i really miss my mom.. i wish i can come home... i have been rendering overtime for extra income actually so i can have extra money for my parents... ;)

choose God first

i attended sunday service in Victory Fort Bonifacio last Sunday..
i was with my two close friends Anne and Che..
it was my first time there coz i attend sunday worship service in
Victory Ortigas (in Galeria)...

i love the message, last sunday...
bottomline of it is that
"God will always give us what we need"....

i just want to blog about his because the Pastor told us a story that ive heard before...
it was really familiar and the picture was familiar.
it was actually about an olympic athlete who chose not to run during the finals because it was sunday and he has to preach (he is a pastor)... he chose God first...

and then, i was so into the story i then realized that Pastor Don, our senior pastor in Baybay Assembly of God already told us that story... or was it he?... lol

magic

wow... i just had a really fantastic dream last night...
really, i didnt even wanna wake up... lol

well, i just dreamed that i can do magic... like what most kids usually dream of....
i can do magic with just the point of my finger...

in my dream, i was like putting christmas lights outside the house where i stayed in coz i want to make the house look jolly... yet, the man in the house, (and i dont know if that was my father or not) wanted me to take those lights out...

well, i dont exactly remember everything, but i remember that my mom was with me...

the important part is that i can do magic!... weeeeeiiii...


oh well, im going to post another entry tommorrow, im just quiet sleepy already... im awake for like 24 hrs now... waaaaaaahhhhhhh

im a mermaid

wow... i had this weird dream last night..

i dreamed that i am a mermaid...

i was a mermaid but i can also become a fish.. and the villain had been trying to kill me...

i cant really remember everything...

all i know was there was ocean...
and i was trying to keep away from the bad queen...
and i had a twin in my dream...
and then there are these 2 guys trying to help me..

oh well, you know how weird dreams can be.. lol

Supernatural

I was texting with a friend one day, when our topic became about supernatural things. He told me about a white lady who followed him from Cebu to Leyte. Its like the white lady is love with him. He said that one time, while lying in his bed the white lady was also there and when he started praying, the white lady wring his neck until he stopped praying. I told Him he should just have prayed, prayed really hard and let God do the rest. He also said that, he can’t even move and he felt like the lady was on top of him…

Neweiz, that reminded of my experience when we were still living in an old house in Leyte. It was a big and really old house. I think it was already there during wwII that the first time I saw it, I was already scared. Oh well, I was 9 and was really afraid of the dark and supernatural things.

When, I was in high school I don’t know but there are times that when I sleep in the afternoon either in my room or in my sister’s room which is just next to mine, I would feel like I cant move. I am aware of the things that is happening around, I can hear my mom talk, i can feel the wind, I can hear sounds but I cant move, cant talk and cant open my eyes. I would wish and hope that somebody would shake me or wake me up. I would try to move my feet but sometimes even if I’m able to move it, im still lulled to sleep.

This usually happen during the afternoon when the sun is burning really hot. I don’t know, if there is any scientific explanation to this but what I did was pray. I prayed and asked God to wake me up. I guess this usually happened when I forgot to pray.

When, we transferred to our new house, I never experienced it again and I don’t wanna experience it again too. hehe

Constant Dream

My sis and I were talking about dreams, one day. I don’t really know what the topic was… I think we were talking about believing in yourself that you can do it and having faith in God that we ended up talking about dreams… Dreams do come true… She shared some of her dreams that came true… she had some recurring dream that eventually came true… she told me to believe in it and work for my goals too… then she asked me what’s my constant or recurring dream… well, I used to dream a lot about me driving our motorcycle or father allowing me to drive… eventually I learned how to drive without any difficulties at all… my friend had to teach me once and I was already able to drive 8 kilometers back and forth on the high way…

Just a while ago, while my friend and I were talking over the phone we came to the topic about dreams… We were just actually trying to comfort each other since we are both mending a broken heart… We were just sharing about how things happened… We were actually in a quiet different situations but we were both broken so we can still relate to each other... hahahaha

Neweiz, I asked her what really happen… she told me about women’s instinct, like when you think of a person, someone dear to you maybe, and then your heart beats fast and you know that there really is something wrong… that was how she felt… she wasn’t really sure if the man was cheating on her, she didn’t have any concrete evidence, she just felt it. Also, she had this constant dream about the man having an affair with other girl and the man just disregarding her or sometimes asking her to leave… that dream also gave her the feeling that he was cheating on her and eventually the man did confess..

Oh no… I had this constant dream lately about us… its usually about him too coward to talk to me… its either he is too ashamed of what he had done or he is also suffering that we cant be together and all he could do is to stay away… the dream I could remember is the dream, where he only gave me his notebook and the unfinished letter he wrote for me… we never had the chance to talk…

Actually we were supposed to talk today for some reason he wasn’t able to come and he had to reschedule it… I was a little disappointed but I was also already expecting that… told him I already know it, it’s in my premonition... hahaha

Oh well, dreams, dreams, dreams…. Duh!

Sis: I have this really weird constant dream. I have been dreaming about this since I was a kid. I have been dreaming that I can fly like super heroes…

Me: Now that’s the dream the dream that will never come true… hahahaha….

i saw his father in my dream

This happened just a month ago…
My closest friend in PS told me about his break up with his girlfriend. He was quiet sad but told me that it’s ok because he felt like he had enough of it. I was telling him to woo her if he still loves her. We were talking about it and we were discussing our own ideas about love.
One night I dreamed about their break up. It was like I’m just the third person. Its like the people in my dream don’t really care if I was there and all I was doing was stare at them. The setting was in their living room (it doesn’t totally look like their real living room but it was almost the same). I was just sitting beside her mother, there was his nanny and the girl was crying and was bidding good bye to his parents while he just went upstairs to his room. I also saw his father standing near the stairs and my friend excused himself because he is going up. The girl calls his mother "tita" and his father "tatay". Then, he came down and went out of their house with the girl.

I haven’t really seen his father coz his father is in Qatar. In my dream his father was tall and skinny but in my imagination every time he talks about his father his father would be short and a little fat, quiet opposite to what I saw in my dream.

One day while checking the pictures in his phone, I saw his graduation picture with a man beside him. I asked him if it was his father. He said yes. I was quiet shocked because that was the man I saw in my dreams…. Whew…

Photography

This happened quiet a while now… this was during my 2nd year in college…

I was so excited for our photography trip. Our DC123 (Basic Photography) instructor already told us that we are going to have this trip during the first week of the class and he have been planning and were being pre-empted of the trip.
One night, I dreamed about the trip.
We were in small pump boat and I was holding the SLR camera. The area was surrounded with mangroves and we are going to take pictures of it. I was looking for a nice angle and a nice spot to shoot. Then, one of my classmates suggested an angle, while I was checking it trough the lens of the camera I found a better angle so I said “No, this angle is nice it will show this and this and blahblahblah” and took a picture of it…

Weeks later, our ecology class had a field trip. We are going to see the mangrove reef in Palompon, Leyte. We were so excited about it. The area was so nice. We were able to stay overnight in the cottage near the reef. The next morning we went bird watching and our tour guide showed us the giant fruit bats that were living in the mangroves in a particular area. We road in a small pump boat and checked and took pictures of the bat. On our way back I was checking the site through the lens of my canon instamatic camera, a friend of mine suggested an angle, I moved a little and said “No, this one is nice. Wow, this will give a good angle and a better view”. After I took a picture of it, I was a little shocked. I realized my dream just came true…

cellphone number

i woke up late this morning... i woke up around 11.

i had a dream...
it was about me asking Daddy Chito's number from Mommy Lirah because i lost his number in my phone.. Mommy gave me his number, i wasnt really particular of the network but she gave me his globe cell number... i asked myself why is she giving me his globe number when i was expecting for his sun cellular...

neweiz, when i woke up, i saw that i got a text from Daddy Chito...


weird... ;)